Everybody has one's own life, everybody may be in the busy one's own thing , or take a wife and give birth to the son , or work hard and rush about . This era that people are busy with making money, but so many friends are willing to get down to sit before computer, discuss the sea-ice, talk about working , discuss relatives, various kinds of talked about having to face are puzzled. No doubt, sea-ice in together the rest of us close connection already. The conversion in four seasons went round and begin again, in year after year, people's life was so transient unexpectedly. Many years later, will we still stand fast at the same faith? At that time, our temples frost spreading over the ends of the earth was white, the youth was out, full of travel fatigue colors. No doubt, once there was ideal let fly away , lost color dream, have already gone far from us. Have the grandchild in arms and take a walk in the lawn, remember accidentally the passion many years ago was and vigorous that, we will say to one's own grandchild that has ever paid close attention to a person when oneself is young , has talked about his story with relatives and friends, experiences the happiness and anxiety with him, that was once the happiest time in my whole life. This person is sea-ice, a big sunny boy. Whether everyone once or liked or sad for him, success was hailed, cheered for strength of his personality each time for him, extremely worried for his failure, it is angry endlessly to be slandered for him. We pay close attention to him, cherish him , is afraid he spreads the scandal, I'm afraid he loses purly . We want to see him more, touch him , chat with him, expect even if hold first hand , even if exchange an expression in one's eyes. Though sea-ice might know this cost that we pay , but perfectly willing, have neither enmity nor repentance. We at that time have already passed the age of the great sorrow of great rejoicing, the sea-ice was old with us too, the younger generation has new idols . Sea-ice still as young period sparkling perhaps, may the unhonored scene is out too, but that lenses of the champaign with a smile of his will neither will forget forget the brilliance that he had once had , nor this all one's life. And we at that time, including every one like and appreciate people of him, will change heavy to seal while being heavy while being thorough, have seemed to already see through life. We will sigh over the variable , mercilessness of years of the life with feeling . Though to is it let past event become spend , moon in the mirror in the water already to wear down time, can feel perfectly contented eventually. Because he needs us, we have already become his indispensable person unconsciously .
It has already the old age oneself seen that I seemed. In late I of border, open the album, photo the yellowish mark sows because of time for a long time, drop one and dance exquisitely in the sky once in a while , as fallen leaves of gold autumn , look like wings of the butterfly again. In being dim, one in ancient costume to is it fly swiftly teenager to fly swiftly, place oneself in green hill among the deep and secluded valley, attacking the white clothing , the long body jade stands. Wind pass office day, the skirt is flown upward in Ju, fallen petals lies in profusion. A stretch of peach and forest fall sometimes, that juvenile jade flute is in hands, blow while walking, temperament is sometimes loud and sonorous , sometimes cheerful , melodious as if rotate. I stand under one peach, both feet live in definitely, intoxicated smoothness of DiSheng Yu. Say with feeling of the music is no more than this. Thinking of one, that teenager is coming up slowly gently, only see if his prospect of a solution drawn, the peaches and plums blaze, with a spurious smile. I look dimly , greatly surprised , but the sea-ice.
Wonder how much mid-nights dream go back , is it it discovers to be the same of dream just to wake up. The stars in the horizon are still glittering , time still advances every minute and second bare-knuckledly. The dream is untrue , the true one is hope and faith in the abyss of the mind. Whether block song blow , consciousness and sense is it come from this to take place , remember that piece know how many the older generation poems that poets acts as it is night. Shone red like a peach blossom, wonder people where to go in this door today last year, the peach blossom remains unchanged and smiles at the spring breeze. I smile lightly slightly unwittingly, bless the sea-ice , bless him for all one's life. Because I know the life will represent deeper meaning because of blessing . Unrepentant youth is my sea-ice complex. I live, do not think this is grown in vain .
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